Monday, 13 October 2014

I am beautiful

I am beautiful

You look at me and you agree
Therefore i must be vain?..... interesting
I say you are vain.......why?

You think my definitiin if beauty is my face
is this what you call beautiful?...... yes?

Well i know i was born to be beautiful
Beautifully Human
What if i told you i have hated this face
because of all the vainity in this world

I let go of my vainity when i realised that i am beautiful
because i see your beauty

My heart is where my beauty lies
these eyes are where my soul resides

I see you......... 
Beautifully Human

Tara Ismail



Sunday, 1 December 2013

Are you him.....


Are you him

Just a taste
Or is it really you 
You feel like the best of me
Could this feeling be the truth

I think I'm in love
Or is this just a dream
Surreal, so real 
My you, is just for me

Your eyes so bright, the light you shine, for me?
The world, so pure when you stand in front of me..

Are you him, is it you
The amazing, most beautiful man of my dreams...
Coming to life, in front of me
Or is this just a dream....

I'm falling for you
To be real i'm already in love with all that is you 
Even if you're not meant for me
Just a taste, i've had, of Him through you

Forever is not a dream.

Tara Ismail

Monday, 22 April 2013

We never said goodbye


We never said goodbye


You're gone
Been out of reality coming a decade
Yet eveytime i loose my mind I go looking for you 

It's not some conspiracy theory
following no earthly signs will lead me to you
the last time is the last time i am willing to get lost to find you

I know you live on in me
I feel you in my heart and blood
This sickness i have is a gift from you
I am forever greatful

My huge healing heart is because of what i saw you do
Yet was to young to compute what my tiny eyes were seeing
I have never hated you like most others i know
I have and will always love you

See you soon and feel you always

Your Taracik

Rape ?


Rape


A four letter word but so confusing
Even though i have never been "raped"
Does that mean i don't know how it feels for my soul to be raped

No one has really touched me without my consent
But who was in my driving seat
A man who knows how to push a Ladies buttons

Or Me who knows the mans intentions and lets me go through with it

I have raped myself - you tell me what that feels like. 

Tara Sogut Ismail 

Connelly Ward 31.03.2013

Tuesday, 2 April 2013

Heart Beat


I write poems to my heart beat
I feel the steady flow of him pulsing through my veins
Does this mean we share the same blood?

No music, no confusion - just me Oneself and Him
Do I already know Him?
We have met Soul to Soul but will eye to eye ever come

One can dream

Tara Sogut Ismail

Electric Man




You say you can handle my flow
Yet you have no idea about my conductivity
You can ground the flow through wires
Can you handle my electricity?

You say you want to love me "let me love you"
Yet you haven't even asked to hold my hand
My soft hands are the keys to my heart
If you get a shock from my hands you might just be my one and only

Tara Sogut Ismail

Thursday, 16 September 2010

One Heart

One Heart

One Life
One Light
One Love

I know the pains in our heart my love
Tearing, roaring, screeching in agony
One heart we are connected

Pleading for the end,
Screaming, no more
Yet holding on so tight, to thy hearts key

Allow me to love you
Allow me to feel you
Allow my light to sooth your heart

To cool your love
To heal thy love
No-thing would bring me greater peace

No greater joy, than to be here with you now,
For one heart, I live
I heal the pain in our heart my love

I breathe fire into fear
I cleanse ashes with these tears
I dance in bliss to release our song

Loves bittersweet kiss,
I live to taste
To Release all anger fear and pain

Would you grant me the pleasure....
Will you dance with me

For us ?
For me ?
For the one ?

The one lives in all hearts my love,
The way, the truth and the life, all one
Why has thou foresaken one

To love your pain would feed our soul
To be allowed in would heal our heart
To cry our tears would free this life o love,

Allow love to love, to be..... to breathe
Break free those chains of resistance
See through the eyes of the storm

Just close your eyes and breathe love in
mmmmmm, so sweet
Breathe out the pain and feel the peace
The prince of peace in the air you taste...

Divine, we are...
Just breathe
Be and let be, the love who shines light

Glorious as the sun
Revealing the dance of light
in all life

Beloved,
I love you
Will you love me

Is your will,
a will of love,
to love and let love be love in you

I see you and I feel you
I love you eternally
In all ways

Through all days
In this moment,
My hand reaches out for yours

And I wait forever
for I breathe to love you

To heal us
To be us
To dance in the love that is us

We are the one we have been looking for
I Am That I Am
The Reconnection

~ Tara Love ~