Am i a drug to him, Spiritual Man

I wonder 

mmmm i wonder am i a drug to him

or is this feeling the truth 

is he addicted to me 

or does he just feel the magnetism of my womaness

the genuineness of my spirit and soul

the integrity of my heart and mind

The love running through my body

seeping through my limbs

up into my higher centres

expanding out in to his all

Taking control of the moment

am i a drug to him 

or is this a natural high

i sure hope its a natural high 

coz my gosh  i don't want to be a drug to no body

Addiction, one word, so many connotations 

I want someone to be addicted to me 

but in a healthy way

is that possible

Addiction is the wrong word 

I just want someone to love me

and want me in their life all times 

all ways, all days for the rest of time

Addiction, am i a drug to him 

I wonder what he;s thinking

I wonder what he's feeling

is he a drug to me 

am i addicted to all that i see and feel in him 

addiction is the wrong word

I am just hooked on this feeling

this glowing 

this knowing 

that all he wants from me is me..... to love to hold & to truly love him

i feel it and i know it

you're so scared of me,
more scared than i have ever been

to give your heart to me 

i feel it tremble at the thought 

you know i would never hurt you
yet you think it might just be possible that you love me more than i love you 

that you feel me,
more than i feel you 

are you serious

spiritual man 

come down to earth and be a real man

embrace your humanity as well as your spirituality

be free to love me 

be free to trust me

feel free to touch me 

dont be scared 

i would never hurt you 

i will always be real with you 

and i will always want you in my life 

coz spiritual man, you are a beautiful man 

and i love you just the way you are

sweet spiritual man. 

love and let live.
im not dangerous for you 

and nor are you for me

we are that we are 

sweet spiritual man 

be free n let me be me

a turbulent wave of emotion

of passion free from fear of pain 

embracing all that is to learn from us.

im not saying it will be easy 

two spirits with a connection so deep so quick 

you see me and i see you just dont be scared to feel me 

you wont loose me. 

spiritual man

Disconnected from the world of pain 

so high on his light 

3D eyes closed yet 3rd eye wide open 

when he sees me what does he see

a big ball of light, fluffy rainbows, sunshine, 

pure love is what he sees

yet what are his 3D eyes afraid of

what his 3D heart cant candle

Higher heart wide open

lower heart trapped in cages

scared of being vulnerable 

scared to really look at me 

to open his wide eyes 

to see whats right in front of him

when he looks at me what does he see

spiritual man

can you feel me 

Tara Ismail